BUT SOMETHING WAS PREVENTING ME FROM RETURNING TO NORMA JEAN’S WORLD. IT WAS NEITHER AMBITION NOR THE DESIRE TO BECOME RICH OR FAMOUS. I DIDN’T FEEL IN MY HEART A TALENT THAT WAS JUST WAITING TO BLOSSOM. I DIDN’T EVEN THINK I WAS BEAUTIFUL OR PARTICULARLY ATTRACTIVE. BUT THERE WAS A KIND OF MADNESS IN ME THAT WOULDN’T GIVE IN. SHE KEPT HARASSING ME, NOT IN THE FORM OF WORDS BUT OF COLOURS,